Not planning to get invisible yet though

[Jim Spencer]

Jim,

We could say that God is "invisible"---meaning---we can't experience him with our 5 senses. However, when Father matched me with my wife---he must have been able to "see" something about mine and her internal, invisible natures---don't you think?

Man is a unique creature on earth, and that's what makes us alone--God's children. We are built so that we have two feet on earth, while our "spirit" (for want of a better word) lives on the dividing line between the higher planes and the physical plane. Sometimes we receive communication from the spirit world during our dream times (sleep), when our conscious minds are inactive. Most of the time, these dreams are grotesque representations, as they are sifted through our ego. But, sometimes, really clear images and experiences come through and we know exactly what the message was.

I had a stroke last year, which knocked out a portion of my right brain and manifested in the left part of my body. It has been devastating, but there was a blessing contained within. The part of my brain from which judgment and criticism (which was always a huge problem for me) resides----got spiritual surgery, probably due to my obstinance. Since that time, I started seeing Jesus and am able to be in either His presence---or I'm able to manifest the feeling of His presence. I started seeing gigantic guardian angels with wings as big as a gymnasium sometimes. I am able to pray and meditate all day long and what I call, "stay in the presence" of love. So for me, the boundaries between the spiritual world and the physical world became weaker. Another thing that happened was that I was able to overcome many personal issues that I carried around for years. When people have a near-death experience, they can do what they want with it. I chose to consecrate my life over and over again, every day, to Christ. This is not an easy path because, so far, every day--I struggle with the physical results of the event. Some days, I'm not even sure how long I can go on. I believe I will fully recover, but it's still too early to tell if the nerve damage is permanent or not. But, in the meantime, I feel that I have been given a gift of understanding to share----a revised gospel of The Fatherhood of God and the Brotherhood of Man.

This is not mere intellectual knowledge. It comes from my heart. I drive down the road overcome with deep emotion----intense GRATITUDE and JOY. To me, this is the proof in the pudding that I am connected with the Creator Son of the Universe. If my words are right or wrong----I don't care. Nothing can deny divine love when it flows through you. God is pure. He loves us as we are, where we are. But, when we are able to purify our hearts, and create within us, a sacred temple of sanctity----where no rogue, animalistic thought can have gainsay--and we can live in this state constantly----God will come and abide within us. Here on earth we can learn to "see" divinity through our spiritual senses. But we must be careful, when those doors open---that we leave our ego's behind. Otherwise, we might start thinking that we are somehow "special". If we can be honest and remember our roots, that we came from dust-----God will give us the whole universe.

At that point, we will become conscious of the presence of all of the celestial beings that surround us; our personal Divine Guide, our Guardian Angels, The Spirit of Truth, The Holy Spirit, and our Father--Christ Michael. I have not been able to get my arms around the Universal Father yet. He is still too big. But I know He is there, and He receives every sincere prayer from His children. He is our final goal.

As for "Satan" and other evil spirits-----of my own power, I can do nothing. I was shown that, many times. It is only through my being totally consecrated and connected to God and His Will, that I can gain the victory over myself and any other negative beings. But---then, it is not me---but Him---that is victorious. I need my Shepherd, even though I am a teacher (as we all are).