Off your Meds again?

[Jim Spencer]

Jim,

Are you off of your meds again brother? You know, Anyas and I have been in the health foods industry for 18 years. We see hundreds of people that have some kind of problem that can affect the quality of their lives. One of the common problems are emotional problems caused by depression. Some of the things that cause depression are internal conflicts between your spirit man (or woman) and your physical mind. Way down deep inside Jim----you have to know that all is not well. Your anger and resentment are eating you up from the inside. And I know that you desperately want to harmonize yourself with your internal spirit guide. I know that you want to center your life on God----but you have temporarily lost your way.

Now, your form of communication is to try to shut the world out. This should be a clear signal to you that something fundamentally is wrong.

I have been where you are. And I know that there is only one way to go. And that way is to start each and every day with REPENTANCE. At some point, we ALL must surrender our lives over to God. That is the Christ Plan for Rebirth into Faith Sons of God. Until you are able to conquer your own self and free YOU from your self-created prison---you cannot grow very fast. I suppose that you have been in the UC for over 30 years. After all that time----is this how you ended up? Is this the level of your Love for others? Is this the level of your deep heart for your sisters and brothers.

I perceive that your frustration level may be the edge of a new awakening for you---where you can take charge of your own soul like God meant it to be. My life could only significantly change when I was ready and willing to SURRENDER IT TO GOD. We don't do this for Rev. Moon, the "True Children", Jesus, or any other being. We do it for ourselves---because it is the intention and the plan of God.

You can talk about grandiose God plans all you want, but until you can find out God's plan for YOU---the road will continue to be rocky.

How can I say this? Because I am a sinner---I am broken----I am fallen----I am human---I am still mortal. I am only saved by faith, just like you, just like Rev. Moon, just like the children. We ALL must realize that someday--no matter how lofty, or sacred, or pure, or chosen, or special---- we imagine ourselves to be.

We are ALL just God's children-----including Jesus. And Jesus would have no problem with me saying that. He washed my stinky feet and he wants to wash yours. Got a problem with that image?