No Jim, don't try to bystep your own responsibility to yourself

[Jim Spencer]

Jim---have you ever learned to forgive yourself so that you can accept that God takes responsibility for your creation? What is your own position in this universe? Are you really the great seer that you think you are? Are you really the loyal carrier of the Truth---one who guards Rev. Moon's dignity against all onslaughts from the unfaithful? Deep down inside, do you really feel qualified to be a direct disiciple?

Do you think that somehow, you have---or will achieve some sort of honor or recognition for your being the keeper of the books?

The truth is Jim----God is eternal-----making Him at least many billions of years old. Even Jesus is now at least 2000 years old. You are what---close to a half-century old? What you are, and I am, and all humans are----------------are just little children------God's children. Only, some of us are trying to act like great-big grownups. Did you ever read---"I'm Okay---Your'e Okay?" If you read this book, you would understand that the way that you communicate with others is from the Parent-Child position. Sometimes people that have had dominating parents---talk down to others---"do this, do that, watch out, go there, this is the truth".  It is only natural that people that have had dominating parents reflect that nature, isn't it? If we receive acceptance, just the way we are, when we are children----we learn to accept others later on in life. We are not driven by fear and mandates----because, as children, we are allowed and encouraged to explore our surroundings. This---is the way God intended for us to be. This, is part of God's Plan of Creation for his children.

This is why I say----we all likely need to do a Self-Forgiveness Condition. That's why Jesus said that the whole law is based on "loving others as we love ourselves and, as we love God". Jim---Newsflash!---God has already forgiven us because He loves us unconditionally and He is our Father. When we learn to forgive and love ourselves----only then can we forgive and love others-------and that's the starting point for the Kingdom of Heaven to begin. Your attitude of "you better do this and you better do that"---is not the way to the Kingdom of Heaven, my friend.

In Christ----we become FREE, not slaves to anyone or to any tradition, or to any rituals or ceremonies.

These are ALL manmade.

Look back at your life Jim and search deep within--------find those painful memories where someone hurt you. Cleanse the inner cup, so that the outer cup will begin to shine with love and joy. 

Through personal forgiveness, we can release all of that personal fear and guilt---that----"we are not good enough" that is being perpetuated in order to control. Realize as Desiderata stated that "whether we know it or not, we have a right to be here---just as the sun, moon, stars, and all of creation does"

We are all a part of God's creation Jim----and don't let anyone tell you otherwise. God's Plan can never be thwarted. It may be delayed by the Free Will that He gave to man---but God is always our Father and we are always His children. And, no being can stand in between Heavenly Father and His children---unless we allow it.

As sons of God---we have the power. Fear is potential evil. God is only-----as Father himself pointed out many times--------------Truth, Beauty, and Goodness.