There you go again

[Jim Spencer]

Jim,

I know that I make you feel uncomfortable and the way you react to it is to go into an defensive aggressive mode. That's what they call "passive agressive behavior".  While it might make you feel better to continue to blanket label people that cause you to be fearful----it's not helping your cause or your own spiritual journey. Jim, we are all broken in some way or another and sooner or later we all have to recognize this fact. It doesn't really matter to me what you choose to call me. You can call me any derisive name you want to. I anwer to the Creator Son of this universe. He knows who I am, how I conduct myself---and most of all-----He understands my motivation and my heart. The difference between you and me is that when I criticize you---it's out of love and concern for your eternal destiny. When you label me and criticize me; it is your intention to destroy me. Can you see the difference here?

Did you ever hear me call you a liar, a deceiver, evil, or satanic?  I bring attention to the fact that I oftern find you misguided, naive, deluded, and hypocritical-------but never evil or satanic.

I don't want the job of judge over your eternal soul. I only want to be known as a sincere person trying to shine some of the light of truth into your being. And, your ignorance, ignorance, and pride are pretty exposed through the words that you speak. I know that the fortress of your ego is several feet thick and I know that somehow, you must have been badly hurt emotionally during your formative years and in your youth. I just surprised that the Unification Church does not have counseling services for people like yourself that so desperately need help. All people are God's children and God loves them. I know that God would like to break through all of those barriers of fear and hate and open up your heart of compassion, humility, and love----so that you can be filled with the liberty and the joy of sonship. But Jim, as long as you continue to remain as a phariscee or a scribe-----you will go on character assasinating Jesus Christ.

Remember Jesus words---"repent--for the Kingdom of Heaven is at hand". WE ALL have to repent daily for any negative harm that we cause others in order for our hearts to soften and change. This has nothing to do with dogmas, doctrines, or religions. This is an individual matter for each heart.

God wants to meet you Jim, and He is waiting for you to go within in a state of surrender and place yourself upon His alter so that you can receive His love, His grace, and His forgiveness. You have to do this just as I have to do this-----------no one is exempt.